Recent Posts

  • Giving days more life

    Since Monday last week I’ve been hanging out at the hospital. On Thursday I can probably go outside. Subconsciously we choose the situations we end up in, so of course, I’ve been wondering what I’m doing here while there’s a workshop of Rigpa 3 and a whole week of pretty cool events with the Rigpa […]

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  • Waking up in a different way

    This weekend we were in Belgium (my sister, mom, Yvette and me) and went to Kiara Windrider for a session on Friday and workshops on Saturday and Sunday. He was telling us about how the frequency is rising and how almost  everyone is going through a hard time now (a LOT of diseases, mental or […]

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  • Being an artist

    After a week of incredible Italian food and skiing, I feel so grateful for feeling good enough to do those kinds of things. A few weeks ago I switched to another type of chemo, because the other one wasn’t working anymore. Sure, very dramatic happening, but I actually feel the way I look at it […]

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  • I’m going for it now!!!!

    About a week ago I posted a blog about how there was a struggle with the chemo (actually, this was my struggle from the beginning of the whole process but everything was just building up more and more). People around me were not really happy with my decision to not do the chemo and even […]

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  • to choose or not to choose…

    Sometimes I just wish that my life was a movie, in which I could fast-forward to the end, so I could see how it ended and how everything is fine in the end. Unfortunately, that very controlling part of my ego won’t get much satisfaction, because all there is, is here and now. Nothing to […]

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  • what about the cloudy days?

    I often write on the days that I feel like being able to do things like climbing the Mount Everest or go skydiving because of my energy on those moments. But what about the days that I feel like there’s a cloud in my head and that I don’t believe in what I’m doing myself. […]

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  • flying!!!!!!

    When I was younger, I alway wrote in these friendship books (or whatever they’re called) that I wanted to be a pretty pink butterfly when I grow up. I had this conversation with myself about two seconds ago: ‘Hello Flo, how are you doing?’ (- myself from 7 months ago) ‘I am flying actually, how are […]

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  • the guy who didn’t want to get on the boat

    A little over a week ago, I had a phone call with the hospital about the CT-scan I had that morning. I still haven’t done any more chemo or other western medicine stuff after that second round and I wanted to keep an eye on how the process was going after coming back from India/Sri […]

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  • How to become who I don’t want to be

    What do I want/who do I want to be? To be my own home Traveling Having heart-to-heart connections with people A lot of music: playing it myself and listening to music that makes me happy Rigpa Feeling what food is good for me Following where my heart wants to go without excuses Feel the joy […]

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  • New hair, new me?

    Since the last time I posted, a lot has happened and is still happening, so I will post what is going on in a few posts :). So I was in Sri Lanka for one week by myself and after that, my sister joined me for another two weeks. While I was there by myself, […]

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