I have been reading the book I got from Irene at the hospital a lot; ‘Be Happier Than The Dalai Lama’ (by José Antonio Manchado) and he says that it’s best to live in the moment and just say ‘I don’t know’ when a thought comes up. I feel like that is a little hard when you have a picture the next day at the hospital, because I did feel a lot of movement and stuff happening, but I’m really trying. I really would like to let go of the fear for the hospital.
This morning I danced and did some yoga with my mom, later today Juliët came, we went to the beach and had a drink at a beach club. In two days I’m going home, and I feel like it’s really important to keep the routines, but also that I meet friends, go swimming, walking, etc.