Letter to myself

Dear Florine,

I want to tell you with all the love, patience and kindness that you will get cancer following the way you are living right now. Yes, the one that scares the doctors, which doesn’t scare you as much as you would ever expect. But what you don’t know, is that you will feel some sort of numbness when you hear the news, which you can’t really place for yourself. This is, because there is a part of you that has been suppressed for about 10 years and has developed in a way that it would come to the light like this. This creates the calmness and total overview, what would be a panic attack for most people. Because the unconscious part of yourself knows and the conscious part doesn’t, is that this will bring you so much. I can’t really get into too much detail for you about this, you will see it for yourself at some point ;). I just want to tell you that you will develop way more in this short period than people do in their entire lives. You can totally accept these developments because you are capable of doing so much more than you think and everything happens for a reason!

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