My first treatment!!!

It’s funny to recognize the way I used to look at myself, others and life in general. I used to look for love and joy in other people, which made it almost impossible to be by myself. My mom said a few weeks ago when she felt the energy/atmosphere I used to be in that …

the caterpillar

Once there was a caterpillar, that saw a butterfly flying around. He thought to himself; ‘I’d really like to be a butterfly’, but when he saw what it took to become one, he realized that he actually just wanted to be a caterpillar with wings. – Thanks to Ben 😉 I went to see my …

Going with the flow

Today I had a facetime call with my mom and I told her more in detail about my experiences here. I told her about how I was feeling and also about the people here. I noticed the last few days that I thought that some people were acting strange for being in a retreat (like …

The tiny little poop

When I was sitting on my bed today, drawing, I suddenly felt something small fall on my head. When I looked down, I saw that a tiny little poop fell on my head and then on the bed. I didn’t really get it, so I guess I just sat there (being really confused) looking at …

Food!!!!!!!

Today I went to the doctor’s teacher with the doctor and Ulisse (an Italian guy from the centre)It was a three hour drive, so we spent almost all day in the car and going from the one place with food to the other (at only the fifth stop we didn’t get food). This was the …

I’m going to India!!

I decided to quit the chemo a few weeks ago, which made me think about what I want to do to really support the healing process. We got in contact again with Henk Fransen (the alternative doctor I told about earlier), he told us that he’s in India and that he’s at an Ayurvedic retreat. …