A gooood flow

Soooo… I went to the hospital for another round of chemo. You know how I wrote about the last round and that it was kind of shitty at the end? Well, it was completely different this time! I could stay at the hospital for 5 days shorter, just to get the chemo. After that, I …

A boost of healing!!

So you probably know the feeling of finding something so awesome, you want to tell everyone about it, because everyone just HAS to try it out! I have this feeling with the experiences I had the past week… I was feeling like shit at the hospital, went home and two days later, while still bringing …

freedom!!! (almost)

I had the last bag of 30 minutes last night and it made me feel pretty sick. I was not a big fan of taking the medicine for the sickness, but eventually I took it because I couldn’t keep puking… I also had the epidural, which gave me a really heavy headache. I heard that …

Letter to myself

Dear Florine, I want to tell you with all the love, patience and kindness that you will get cancer following the way you are living right now. Yes, the one that scares the doctors, which doesn’t scare you as much as you would ever expect. But what you don’t know, is that you will feel …

Moving to the hospital

Today I went to the hospital and got all settled in for the next few days, when a whole circus of doctors came into my room (it’s still an academic hospital so only one of them was the real doctor, who also talked a little like a witch so it was definitely an interesting experience). …