Chapter 2 – Noordwijk

  • Going home

    Tamar stayed over tonight and, because it was the last day in Noordwijk, this morning we went skinny dipping with her, Greethje and my mom. It was really cold, but also really amazing!!!! When we came back, we danced and had breakfast. In the afternoon, we laid in the sun and actually didn’t do very […]

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  • The beautiful orange from the hospital

    Today we went to the hospital for a CT-scan, my doctor was comparing this scan with the last one, so he wasn’t really positive. But the picture did look positive, comparing to last week ;). Tamar came to Noordwijk, which I’m really excited about. I’m also really excited about going home tomorrow!!! I feel like […]

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  • I guess it’s a little hard to be happier than the Dalai Lama…

    I have been reading the book I got from Irene at the hospital a lot; ‘Be Happier Than The Dalai Lama’ (by José Antonio Manchado) and he says that it’s best to live in the moment and just say ‘I don’t know’ when a thought comes up. I feel like that is a little hard […]

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  • Fuck it, I’m going to New Zealand

    I decided that I want to go to New Zealand. I had a Facetime with Irene and later with Tamar. They both went to New Zealand before! Tamar is coming in two days, so I can ask her some questions about where I should go. Irene told me to already plan the trip, because it’s […]

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  • Taking care of my plants and stuff

    I had a call with Yvette, she gave me some things that might help and/or inspire me: Het Levenscollege (she set this project up with Bonnie, right now she recommends chapter 6 about Radical Remission, chapter 3 about the Healing Power and chapter 5 about becoming master of your own life) Movie: The Gerson Project […]

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  • Sometimes it feels a bit like witchcraft

    Because of the picture we made at the hospital last Thursday, we asked Bonnie, Yvette and Valou to come help us with some emotional stuff. We did energy work with my mom and dad, in which my mom was standing in my energy, my dad was the blockage that was holding me back (he actually […]

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  • The magical witch potion for my liver

    Well, the picture yesterday showed that the tumor has grown since last week, so I decided to try some more things, like tea made from curcuma, ginger, black pepper, cinnamon and some lemon juice, which will help my liver to clean a little better. I decided to really stay closer to my own feelings and […]

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  • What am I supposed to eat at a restaurant????

    Today was very slooowwww… I did my nails, haha. Juliët came at 05.00 PM, after that we had dinner with the family and Hidde’s exchange student from Germany. Going out to dinner was actually a little hard, because I almost couldn’t eat anything they had, so I ordered half a salad and used the dressing […]

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  • Going on a journey

    Today I did ‘The Journey’ (by Brandon Bays) with Bonnie and Yvette. We went to the place of the tumor and I noticed that I picked up some emotions and heavy stuff at my school last year (I did psychology combined with art). They told me how I could visualize a sun between my heart […]

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  • Giving some presents to the sea

    Yesterday one of my best friends, Sterre came to Noordwijk. We walked, made some music (she brought her ukelele), we did some arts and crafts and we drank a lot of tea. It was really nice that she was here, because my parents are around me all the time and I enjoy talking to friends […]

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