Chapter 6 – Home (part 2)

  • to choose or not to choose…

    Sometimes I just wish that my life was a movie, in which I could fast-forward to the end, so I could see how it ended and how everything is fine in the end. Unfortunately, that very controlling part of my ego won’t get much satisfaction, because all there is, is here and now. Nothing to […]

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  • what about the cloudy days?

    I often write on the days that I feel like being able to do things like climbing the Mount Everest or go skydiving because of my energy on those moments. But what about the days that I feel like there’s a cloud in my head and that I don’t believe in what I’m doing myself. […]

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  • flying!!!!!!

    When I was younger, I alway wrote in these friendship books (or whatever they’re called) that I wanted to be a pretty pink butterfly when I grow up. I had this conversation with myself about two seconds ago: ‘Hello Flo, how are you doing?’ (- myself from 7 months ago) ‘I am flying actually, how are […]

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  • the guy who didn’t want to get on the boat

    A little over a week ago, I had a phone call with the hospital about the CT-scan I had that morning. I still haven’t done any more chemo or other western medicine stuff after that second round and I wanted to keep an eye on how the process was going after coming back from India/Sri […]

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  • How to become who I don’t want to be

    What do I want/who do I want to be? To be my own home Traveling Having heart-to-heart connections with people A lot of music: playing it myself and listening to music that makes me happy Rigpa Feeling what food is good for me Following where my heart wants to go without excuses Feel the joy […]

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