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  • the guy who didn’t want to get on the boat

    A little over a week ago, I had a phone call with the hospital about the CT-scan I had that morning. I still haven’t done any more chemo or other western medicine stuff after that second round and I wanted to keep an eye on how the process was going after coming back from India/Sri […]

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  • How to become who I don’t want to be

    What do I want/who do I want to be? To be my own home Traveling Having heart-to-heart connections with people A lot of music: playing it myself and listening to music that makes me happy Rigpa Feeling what food is good for me Following where my heart wants to go without excuses Feel the joy […]

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  • New hair, new me?

    Since the last time I posted, a lot has happened and is still happening, so I will post what is going on in a few posts :). So I was in Sri Lanka for one week by myself and after that, my sister joined me for another two weeks. While I was there by myself, […]

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  • Joy

    Joy is the name of the cat we used to have when we lived in our old house. She had three legs because of some accident. I always liked the name, but never really thought of the word itself. I think a week after the diagnose, Eugenie told me that there was a lack of […]

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  • Swimming lessons by Cecilia and Flo

    My dad came by on Monday, which was really great! Of course, he came from another retreat centre, so it didn’t surprise me that he looked like Jack Sparrow because of the medicated eyeliner he was wearing (for cleaning the eyes). He brought one for me too, which made it look like we were setting […]

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  • Rules and routines

    6.30 am: shower, getting dressed, etc. 7.00 am: medicine 1, treatment 8.00 am: breakfast 9.00 am: wifi/reading/writing/drawing 10.30 am: medicine 2 10.35 am: puja 11.30 am: pomegranate/reading/writing/drawing/skype 1.00 pm: lunch 2.00 pm: lecture from the doctor/wifi/reading/writing/drawing/skype 3.00 pm: medicine 3 3.05 pm: wifi/reading/writing/drawing/skype 4.00 pm: pomegranate/wifi/reading/writing/drawing/skype 5.30 pm: medicine 4 5.40 pm: session/shin do with […]

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  • where do I go next…?

    I planned the trip to Sri Lanka on the 28th of Tuesday at a really nice surf school/hostel kind of thing at the beach! I will stay there for three weeks and the last two weeks, my sister will join me. Since I have to eat the way I’m eating here for at least three […]

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  • The healing power of love

    Well, that’s actually all I want to share for today. Thanks José 🙂

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  • My first treatment!!!

    It’s funny to recognize the way I used to look at myself, others and life in general. I used to look for love and joy in other people, which made it almost impossible to be by myself. My mom said a few weeks ago when she felt the energy/atmosphere I used to be in that […]

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