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  • the caterpillar

    Once there was a caterpillar, that saw a butterfly flying around. He thought to himself; ‘I’d really like to be a butterfly’, but when he saw what it took to become one, he realized that he actually just wanted to be a caterpillar with wings. – Thanks to Ben 😉 I went to see my […]

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  • So many people are leaving…!

    One time the Dalai Lama was asked what he found most surprising about humanity. This is what he said: -Man. Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the […]

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  • Going with the flow

    Today I had a facetime call with my mom and I told her more in detail about my experiences here. I told her about how I was feeling and also about the people here. I noticed the last few days that I thought that some people were acting strange for being in a retreat (like […]

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  • The tiny little poop

    When I was sitting on my bed today, drawing, I suddenly felt something small fall on my head. When I looked down, I saw that a tiny little poop fell on my head and then on the bed. I didn’t really get it, so I guess I just sat there (being really confused) looking at […]

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  • Food!!!!!!!

    Today I went to the doctor’s teacher with the doctor and Ulisse (an Italian guy from the centre)It was a three hour drive, so we spent almost all day in the car and going from the one place with food to the other (at only the fifth stop we didn’t get food). This was the […]

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  • The garden with all the stuff

    I tried to hold onto a schedule this morning, but I actually overslept. So my morning was a bit messy, but I’ll try again tomorrow ;). My intention for today was to let go of the fact that my hair falling out is bothering me. I keep trying to tell myself that it will stop […]

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  • Okay, I guess a month is enough (for now)

    Last night I slept really deep, but I woke up two times because of the wind. The second time I woke up, I also heard a noise that sounded like a gunshot, so obviously I thought to myself; ‘okay this is it, a man will come in with a gun in a few minutes’, but […]

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  • A month…!? I could stay here for a year!

    A few hours ago I arrived at the Maitreyi Vedic Village. The traveling alone was a little chaotic, because the airport of Mumbai felt like a cage with a lot of stressed chickens who didn’t know what to do or where to go. Luckily, I met a really nice guy at the first plane (from […]

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  • I’m going to India!!

    I decided to quit the chemo a few weeks ago, which made me think about what I want to do to really support the healing process. We got in contact again with Henk Fransen (the alternative doctor I told about earlier), he told us that he’s in India and that he’s at an Ayurvedic retreat. […]

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  • A gooood flow

    Soooo… I went to the hospital for another round of chemo. You know how I wrote about the last round and that it was kind of shitty at the end? Well, it was completely different this time! I could stay at the hospital for 5 days shorter, just to get the chemo. After that, I […]

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