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  • the squirrel’s birthday

    I read the book Brandon Bays wrote; The Journey. She tells about how she had a tumor the size of a basketball inside her stomach and how she got rid of it by releasing trapped emotions. Now she created a visualization about how she did it, called The Journey (because you go on a journey […]

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  • Kingsday with Tamar and Flo

    The last few days I didn’t do very special stuff, but today is Kingsday in the Netherlands, so Tamar came by this afternoon to dress up in orange and red, white and blue. We walked through Baambrugge and talked to some people we ran into, which was great! <With Tamar on Kingsday This morning I […]

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  • The spider that kept coming out of the drain

    Today I cooked a lot, which makes me feel a lot better than I did the last few days. I actually felt better the whole day, because I am doing everything with more attention and I am thinking less about what doesn’t go right and how I should follow rules about how to eat and […]

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  • I got a ukulele!!!

    I noticed that I was feeling not very good the last few days, so I decided to cook some more. I feel like it will help me with what my body needs and this way I can be a little creative with what I want to eat. Jip came by this afternoon and brought a […]

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  • Being home

    Being home is really nice, but I did notice that it’s a little harder to focus on my process when I’m in my old situation with old friends and my old room. I saw a few old friends today and yesterday, which I really enjoyed. It’s mostly hard to focus on the mental and emotional […]

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  • Going home

    Tamar stayed over tonight and, because it was the last day in Noordwijk, this morning we went skinny dipping with her, Greethje and my mom. It was really cold, but also really amazing!!!! When we came back, we danced and had breakfast. In the afternoon, we laid in the sun and actually didn’t do very […]

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  • The beautiful orange from the hospital

    Today we went to the hospital for a CT-scan, my doctor was comparing this scan with the last one, so he wasn’t really positive. But the picture did look positive, comparing to last week ;). Tamar came to Noordwijk, which I’m really excited about. I’m also really excited about going home tomorrow!!! I feel like […]

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  • I guess it’s a little hard to be happier than the Dalai Lama…

    I have been reading the book I got from Irene at the hospital a lot; ‘Be Happier Than The Dalai Lama’ (by José Antonio Manchado) and he says that it’s best to live in the moment and just say ‘I don’t know’ when a thought comes up. I feel like that is a little hard […]

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  • Fuck it, I’m going to New Zealand

    I decided that I want to go to New Zealand. I had a Facetime with Irene and later with Tamar. They both went to New Zealand before! Tamar is coming in two days, so I can ask her some questions about where I should go. Irene told me to already plan the trip, because it’s […]

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  • Taking care of my plants and stuff

    I had a call with Yvette, she gave me some things that might help and/or inspire me: Het Levenscollege (she set this project up with Bonnie, right now she recommends chapter 6 about Radical Remission, chapter 3 about the Healing Power and chapter 5 about becoming master of your own life) Movie: The Gerson Project […]

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