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  • Time to leave (almost)

    I’ve noticed that my friends are a little more scared than I am, so I got a bit anxious when they came to visit me at the hospital, even though I really enjoyed seeing them. I made the choice to not do the whole hospital thing and to try healing me myself (with the help […]

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  • Today I started taking some steps!!!!

    4 causes of cancer: swallowing your emotions waiting for other people to grow (up) using excuses to not grow – not standing behind your actions caring more about others than yourself Today they took a biopt, which they describe as a small operation, but I REALLY didn’t enjoy it. When I got back from the […]

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  • What’s happening?! (part 2)

    At 10.00 AM we had to be at the hospital in Amstelveen, where I had some tests. They took some blood and I made a CT-scan, which I really didn’t like because you always see those big machines in movies. It felt weird and a bit scary to lay in one myself. We had to […]

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  • What’s happening?!

    In november, I went to the doctor with a few symptoms, mostly that my face was pretty bloated sometimes and that I was feeling very tired. I thought it was because I had something like pfeiffer, but they couldn’t find anything strange in my blood. ‘Well okay, then it’s probably because of the drinking and […]

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